We were so busy chasing for the ones that were forgetting about us that we lost our thoughts. We were basically wasting time trying to chase for the person that we thought would complete our lives like little kids that were chasing pretty butterflies in the field filled with other living creatures. We were oblivious to our surrounding that we didn't bother to notice that the right person was infront of us all along. Why do we keep chasing and trying for the people that ddin't pay attention to us? Were we craving for their attention or the fact that they were giving us sugar coated words that we wanted to hear? 

Why did we stay up at 2AM talking to them when we could have gotten a good rest that we really deserve? Maybe we cared too much. Why did we continued to care when we knew they weren't appreciating the efforts? We were blind. Blinded by the lies that we created for ourselves knowing the fact that they didn't give a flying fuck about it. 

Why? Why? Why? 

I guess most of us were trying to give the happiness we didn't have to the people that we thought deserve. They didn't. We thought giving them apart of ourselves will make them happier but it turns out we just lost ourselves and parts of the remaining happiness we had.